Quit It

I already blogged this morning before I went to bed, but I have this urge to vent at the moment. Why does it always upset me when my friends invite me to go out for drinks? I don't get it. What part of me not drinking alcohol anymore do they not understand? Do I have to keep reminding them? As my friends, who know exactly what I've been through, they should already be aware. Be understanding of the situation. It really strikes a cord in me when I receive text messages that refer to going to parties.

While I was having breakfast, my friend texts me, "Hey, it's the grand opening of *****. You wanna go? They're serving cocktails. Lol".

Seriously? I don't see anything funny about it. I just don't get it. I've told you guys numerous times that I can't be around it any more. Yet, you refuse to listen. It really bums me out. We were all supposed to meet up for dinner tonight, but now I'm considering staying home and avoiding you guys all together. Honestly, I don't get it. I should just really get some space from you guys. Or maybe I'll go to dinner tonight and I'll tell you guys just how much it disappoints me when you don't support my choices. Yeah, I think that's what I'll do. Because they'll never stop unless I lay out in front of them.